upset

ugh...last night I read books to the girls and put them to bed. Rigby again slept in the tent, no surprise there. then about a 1/2 hour later she came out to me and asked me to tie up the door. so I did with bows. then about 1/2 hour later I heard her in her room crying as she wanted the door to roll down and she had somehow pulled so hard she had the bows turn into knots and actually ripped a hole in the side where the door was attached to the tent. ugh. I point out to her what she had done. I expressed my disappointment and told her if she ripped it more I would take the tent down. then about an hour later she again came out of her room. I was laying in bed watching the end of a program before I went to bed and she was balling. she wanted to come and apologize for ripping the tent. I pulled her in bed and told her that we have to take care of our toys and bed gentle and expressed that I was not mad at her but that I need her to be more careful and pay attention. I felt so bad that she had stayed awake the whole time worrying about the rip. I feel so bad for her as I think she got my nervousness...and I can tell u it is not a good characteristic to possess.